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    What I Realized About My Family

    Mother of 14 children Mrs. Toby Lieder of Sydney, Australia says she had a sudden a realization about her family. Full Story

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    im gonna cry
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    im gonna cry

    im so getting sad, and my baby is 9 months old.

    great article
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    great article

    Thank you for reminding us to love every minute!

    LOVE IT
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    LOVE IT

    Yes Cherish every moment with your kids.
    When they are small.

    Love it
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    Love it

    but no matter what we do we can’t make time last forever!!

    Loved reading
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    Loved reading

    Thank you for writing!

    Sarah kats
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    Sarah kats

    Beautiful! So happy to have spent a year with your family

    Kol Hakavod!
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    Kol Hakavod!

    Great piece! I’m in the same position as the writer. But to #1: Don’t worry. I used to cry over articles like these when my baby was 9 months old. I think part of the tears were because it was SO HARD being a mother with a young baby. The writer is making an important and vital point. But the fact is, life is hard at EVERY stage in Golus. Enduring decades of insufficient sleep (including waiting up for teens who came home dangerously late at night…) was nearly impossible for me to deal with. I thought my brain was… Read more »

    Friend of the family
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    Friend of the family

    Thank you for your incredible writing, this article is so beautiful and a true reminder not to take anything for granted and cherish every moment! I personally know and are friends with a few of your children, they are amazing humans, doing incredible things in the world! Hashem should continue to bentch you with an abundance of brochos and nachas from your whole family!

    Yay Bubby!
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    Yay Bubby!

    World’s best bubby
    We love you!

    Nice story ... Going to kiss my little ones more
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    Nice story ... Going to kiss my little ones more

    Proud of you and happy for you ….. You made a mission as a mom , I don’t think so … Maybe it’s a quiet time now in your house but when the family is gathering to YomTov with all the extended family …. Or when you have a full family picture from the wedding – it’s priceless …
    Wish you to marry off all your kids soon and have more grand children and only nahes from all your huge family

    Bubby time!
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    Bubby time!

    Loved the article! B”H my children are married and out of the house but I still get that empty nest feeling. I guess that is why they say that cleanliness (no one there to mess it up right away)is next to loneliness!

    May we only have yiddishe chassidishe nachas from our
    children.

    Dear Toby
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    Dear Toby

    I know exactly what you mean Boruch Hashem have been zoche to marry off all of them. But I feel like a lost soul. Completely displaced and cant find my place anymore. Sincerely yours, Out of Commission PS I wish is knew the answer

    poignant
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    poignant

    It is so scary but true. How we wish we can turn the hands of the clock back. If this encourages one more family to grow by even one more precious, noisy, messy child, it accomplished a whole world.

    Check out the blog
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    Check out the blog

    Momof14.blogspot.com

    Excellent fun!
    You will laugh
    You will cry!

    Beautiful and so true!
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    Beautiful and so true!
    Oh yesss!
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    Oh yesss!

    You brought tears to my eyes.

    Oh how I relate
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    Oh how I relate

    I cried as I devoured each word. I am now working hard at enjoying each grandchild and remembering each detail and thanking Hashem every second that He gave me the strength to endure and that He blessed me with my blessings!!!
    Great article!
    Hubby’s out there hop your children get thru the challenging days so they can enjoy the blessings… You know what a rough day or week is…. Our children need us…. Our role is just different now.
    Hashem should help us so we can help them be the perfect parents
    Only nachas and simchadika simchos.

    Sarah MH, aka mini minor!
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    Sarah MH, aka mini minor!

    Thanks mrs. Lieder for the wonderful year of seminary that I cherish forever! As I read this important article, I could hear ur voice, see your facial expressions, and had so many wonderful memories of your home and family! Ur the best!
    This is a great reminder during the summer months when we baruch hashem spend soooo much time with our kids!

    I tried, but...
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    I tried, but...

    Loved every minute, but it is hard when they grow up and it doesn’t work as you expected. They don’t go ‘through the system’ or the shidduch doesn’t come…and they don’t move on as you would have hoped.

    well done
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    well done

    Amazing xx
    U should write a book!!?

    yos
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    yos

    nice

    Time flys
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    Time flys

    Beautifully written.. I’m about to have my first baby and already sad to think that time can go so fast.. I will try my best to cherish every moment.. Thank you for sharing!

    Crying...
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    Crying...

    Relate too well, though I’m in between; kids almost all on their own but not blessed with grandchildren yet. longing for at least a fraction of what you have BH been blessed with. slowly I’m sure Hashem will help..for the time being i ought to learn how to knit?!

    Beautiful!
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    Beautiful!

    Holding my baby right now and appreciating every second

    True!
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    True!

    Very true !
    Thank you
    Feel the same!!!

    Velvel
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    Velvel

    And all of this was done when there were no long day cares this is what youre missing out on today. Cherish each moment

    Love it.
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    Love it.

    Great article and you should have much nachas from all your children and grandchildren and great-grandchildren one day.

    To all your grandchildren
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    To all your grandchildren

    Bobbie wants you to relieve her from boredom.
    Camp Leider is open. Haha

    a wise woman
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    a wise woman

    A very wise woman told me before I married: Make sure your relationship with your husband is always #1. Make sure that no matter how much you love and invest in your children, when they leave the nest you will be able to live the rest of your lives on a honeymoon period.
    My first child is still a baby and im only in my 20’s but I am working towards that every day 🙂

    sonia Lipschitz
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    sonia Lipschitz

    Just wonderfuL

    Toby
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    Toby

    You are an amazing person

     Only one sister Toby
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    Only one sister Toby

    It wasn’t just your children that you took such wonderful care of, it was a special experience being your younger brother. You were barely a teenager when I was born, you added a special sweetness to my younger years, stories, walks, jokes, the nosh, teaching me the ways of life, and just spending time with me. I will always cherish that.

    Realize just how good you really are!

    Been there and now...
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    Been there and now...

    I am also there.
    B H raised and married off 8 beautiful shluchim.
    Now my grandchildren occupy our warm home.
    This is a great time to continue our our learning, volunteering and joining cheded organizations
    There are stages in life and giving married children good advice is commendable
    Invite your friends who are in the same situation and have a lunch and learn in you home
    Yes it is lonely at times but fill it up with constructive activities

    Made me cry
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    Made me cry

    I’m one of those mothers who’s waiting for them to grow up, because it’s hard and bec I don’t have a second to breathe… And I KNOW even now that I will regret it one day… But I can’t control it

    #29
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    #29

    A Very wise woman told you make sure your relationship with your husband is #1? I assume that same wise woman would say that make sure that your wife is #1 as well I beg to differ….. all these comments are so la di da … yes we all need to Thank Hashem , Yes the Golus is soooo long . All these Platitudes… There is an old Yiddishe Vort … Until you get to the Kretchme you also need a drink so let’s talk a little more then just the same old Platitudes…. Lets talk about our CHILDREN….. all… Read more »

    Mom of many, B"H
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    Mom of many, B"H

    I have 14+ children, B”H. None of them are married yet and most live at home. I was told in the early years of my mommyhood to cherish every moment! I feel that I have and continue to do that. This article was so well written. Thank you!
    I cherish every child, B”H, and thank Hashem for all of our gifts.

    Toby ! What a beautiful life you are having
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    Toby ! What a beautiful life you are having

    We are all on this trip together , Hashem has treated us with so much fun and happiness , we worked hard , we tried our best , the nicest thing is we duplicated ourselves into many new lives , Our Children ! Then our Grand children , we are being duplicated again and again , מה זרעו בחיים אף הוא בחיים This is the greatest gift from Hashem ! Generations of Toby’s and Yankel’s for many generations to come , pat yourselves again for the greatest treasure you both possess you put all your energy into bringing such a… Read more »

    Thank you so much for all your comments and acknowledgements
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    Thank you so much for all your comments and acknowledgements

    All I can say to you my dear friend is, Seize the moments you have now I am talking now to the young ones that are struggling with a handful of kids of all ages! Seize the moments of joy that pass through your home each day 😀 Seize and grasp those hysterical moments that make you laugh so hard and write them down in a happy family journal for one day😀 Did you know that you are creating history right now for your family! Did you know that you are creating memories as we speak for your kids! Stop… Read more »

    to #19
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    to #19

    To #19 with sincere understanding: I understand only two well your experience and difficulties as the loving and devoted mother that I am sure you are.I do not write with empty words, but also share the same mothering experience. I do not usually comment on these forums, but felt compelled to answer your “still small voice” among the comments written in response to this article. Please allow me to give strength to you,as I have been through many trying times with our beautiful children within a large family,k:ah. Please know as we know only too well from sources in Tanach,… Read more »

    grand children
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    grand children

    Reb Yankel Lipskier (770 gabai that build the 770 aron kodesh) once went over to the Rebbe by a farbrengen to say lechaim and tell the Rebbe that his 10th einikl was born. the Rebbe told him “אייניקלאך ציילט מען ניט”

    to number 13
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    to number 13

    Have one more baby? And who will pay their tuition? Don’t tell me it will all work out And to trust in Hashem when my children sit at home confused because there cheder will not let them in until we pay more tuition which we just don’t have. I would appreciate my children more and actually enjoy them if I wasnt struggling under a mountain of tuition.

    take advantage of every stage in your life
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    take advantage of every stage in your life

    Every phase in our life is a gift. We have a choice to do what ever we want to do with it. Empty nest? That means we can spend more time davening like a mentch. More time to go to Shiurim. More time for Chesed. The main thing is to keep active with positive things until we get Moshiach here, NOW!!

    Love this article
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    Love this article

    Such beautiful, honest writing!!

    I love the part which you write that ‘children are a loan from Hashem’. So true! You can feel fulfilled that you did your part so beautifully and set up to continue on with their families…

    Your Article Resonates with me except for one thing....
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    Your Article Resonates with me except for one thing....

    As a Mum who “waited” several years before being blessed with the miracle of Motherhood, I never thought about the “empty nest.” I was so grateful for every minute. I therefore tell each young mothers that while it is very hard, the years fly by, all too fast and then one is in the position that Mrs. Lieder and I are in at present: we look at the photos, etc. and wonder where the years have gone? Yes, our children are on loan to us from Hashem, but I still miss my full house, as well as the kochot that… Read more »

    safta s
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    safta s

    All true but each chapter gets better. I am lucky to enjoy my children and grandchildren cause BH we all live near each other in eretzisrael. In addition, i have a little sweet girl dog which keeps me company and that is wonderful.

    33 and 42....totally agree
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    33 and 42....totally agree

    Great article and enjoyable all the participation. Some of my children more then others, i constantly felt that they are here to do the Eibershter s rotzon, and brought them up with my heart full of intention for them to be ibergegebn to the Rebbe… And the results are BH gebentched in all ways!

    Thanks for sharing!,
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    Thanks for sharing!,

    So wonderful to see so many comments on such a positive beautiful article! MoveD to tears, very touching

    You are not alone!! B7 MN
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    You are not alone!! B7 MN

    I can see the comments show there are many of us with the same voice. You worded it beautifully. Kol hakavod and Hashem should bless you to enjoy your garden close up for many many years to come.

    beautiful!
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    beautiful!

    beautifully written! I agree with #20! You should definitely write a book! and yes # 47 I second that. this should be the “first” of many more!

    amazing
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    amazing

    Im not yet there, but i am feeling lonely eventhough all my kids are still home. and aalways have this SCARE of “what happens when they ALL leave the house” my little one is only 10yrs old i feel for you

    Brought me almost to tears
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    Brought me almost to tears

    Thank you for this beautiful article.
    This is what COL should be posting, and then nobody would have any complaints.
    Its honest, raw, uplifting and has a great message.
    You are a lucky lady to have had the wisdom to have 14 kids.I have a small family and wish I had more.
    Thank you for sharing this, truly beautiful. Thank you.

    Empty nest...
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    Empty nest...

    Yup… Empty nest. Raised nine kids BH.All married BH.All left home and are all over the world on Shlichus.All BH have kids. We are home alone…. No grandkids coming over, no yom Tov family together as they all are needed in their place of Shlichus… I count my blessings…I am grateful to the Abishter…
    Is this what the Rebbe meant? No kids near home….

    beautiful
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    beautiful

    so so beautiful. I don’t cry easily, and as a mum of young children with a hectic household BH this reigned true
    Thank you toby! You have a heart that is in tune

    Toby is not only an awesome MOM but an amazing
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    Toby is not only an awesome MOM but an amazing

    dedicated Shadchan too!!! I have never seen dedication to the cause like Toby has shown to my daughter while dating…and she stays on board coaching the young new datees to guide them thru to help them achieve clarity! Toby we are ever so grateful to you!!

    Just wondering.................
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    Just wondering.................

    Which stories did you tell your kids? Sarah pick up that dime or He is watching you

    Remember the husband
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    Remember the husband

    Thanks for the beautiful article. I would like to add to it by emphasizing the importance of actively nurturing the relationship with the spouse through all the kiddie years and when it is just the two of you, you will have each other. Your husband is the only one in the world who really will be with you all your life (hopefully). Be grateful for that blessing and spend the time post kiddies enjoying life and the world together. From someone who is not married, just having a spouse is a whole world. ‘One other’ is a whole different universe… Read more »

    Beautiful!
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    Beautiful!

    What an amazingly written article! Mrs Lieder describes literally word for word, feeling for feeling, thought for thought exactly what so many of us are going through; “The empty nest syndrome is something I always read.heard about, and never dreamt that would ‘happen’ to me!:( Like, I thought having all the kids home was a forever thing, and this would just be my life, full stop; and then with the added ‘bonus’ of having the kids leave home, and move all over the world, so that you see them , if you’re lucky, twice a year, thats really the salt… Read more »

    To #11
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    To #11

    I might add a line on cleanliness from the Gemarra Tractate Sotah at the very end:”Cleanliness is next to G-dliness”–“U’nekiyus Mayveeoh….Lidei Ruach HaKodesh” …
    This was the caption on our ‘Clean-up Flag’ in Gan Yisroel in Montreal when we won ‘Clean-up Day.
    I too have a Mishpacha Bruchas Yelodim Boruch Hashem with 9 children already married. With each marriage there are more grand- children B”H and the’nest’ keeps on getting emptier…I can fully relate to Mrs.Lieder’s beautifully written article;Yasher Kochachen!

    CHESED FOR HASHEM
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    CHESED FOR HASHEM

    Yes, the hours and days seem to shlep but the months and years really do fly by. There is no reason to be sad. B”H we are able to raise our children so that they become responsible adults facing the world and beginning the cycle of life anew. We need to be thankful to Hashem for being honored with caring for the holy neshamas he entrusted to us. Everything we do, from changing diapers, to feeding, clothing, nurturing, educating our children, is a chesed. Sweeping and mopping floors is a chesed. We are preparing our homes, our own Mikdash Mayat,… Read more »

    To #52
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    To #52

    With your current ‘condition’,i reccomend that you take more advantage of ‘Skype’ and ‘Facetime’.It might be a small ‘Nechama’…

    The Quiet Doesn't Stay Quiet for Long
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    The Quiet Doesn't Stay Quiet for Long

    Shalom Mrs. Lieder, Boruch Hashem you have a lovely family. I became ba’alas teshuvah by being “adopted” into a yeshiva family in 2001. When I first started to meet the second generation (the grown children of my “adopters”) most had young tots or were still having children. Only one had a married child. My friends are now great grandparents, with the very first great grandchild now a strapping 16 year old. When I first met Shimmy, it was before his upsherin … and I didn’t even know what that was. (I wondered why they had his girly-looking hair tied in… Read more »

    Thank you!!
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    Thank you!!

    Beautiful article Toby!!! Such an important reminder—-thank you!! btw I still try give my kids the ‘minimum 40 kisses a day’ that you once taught me in Shterny and Nechama Dina’s meaningful motherhood! You’re such a wise lady , love Tanya

    N0 52
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    N0 52

    I echo your sentiments totally:(
    We too have no children or grandchildren nearby, we have the syndrome in the full sense of the word

    Really touched
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    Really touched

    I was woken up at 5am by my crying baby for the fourth time in the night, feeling so resentful that hes not sleep trained, and hes already 6 months, and why won’t he just let me sleep a little. Feeling so frustrated as im nursing him, and then I read this! Oh, what ablessing to have such a special reason disturbing my sleep! Thank you hashem thank you!

    To #59
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    To #59

    Well written,thank you so much!

    Loved it
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    Loved it

    Toby you and rabbi Leider are my heros
    Only simchas

    Don't be negative
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    Don't be negative

    Toby seems to have a bad case of Empty Nest Syndrome. And her perspective about it is not as positive as it could be. A mother in her situation has a choice, she can wallow in self pity abut not having her kids at home or she can see this as an opportunity for personal growth. There are so many wonderful things an older woman can do that will be productive and fulfilling for her, and she has many long healthy years IY”H ahead. Find some dreams and get busy with them instead of only bemoaning the lost years of… Read more »

    And stay home with your kids!
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    And stay home with your kids!

    Also had Kah same large family. Still have 4 home, but I’m really scared about the next couple years. Used to being so busy,crazy and hectic, won’t know what to do with myself. Grandchildren all live out of town. I see an empty nest Facebook group…for chabadniks

    Toda Raba Meod Meod
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    Toda Raba Meod Meod

    You absolutely special person and I’m very lucky to have you in my life

    thank you!
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    thank you!

    Just exactly what I needed to hear!

    bobby age
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    bobby age

    lovely article yes I totally agree my mother also told me these years when the kids are young and needy are the best!

    THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!
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    THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!

    I really appreciate this article. I’m a tatty who is in the beginning middle of the road and this really talks to me.
    Thanks so much!!!

    thanks
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    thanks

    We learned from a friend to call it ” open nesters”. Hashem gave us kids so we can grow with them in the nest or out. Living to enjoy all the nachas they and the grandchildren bring is the.reason Hashem put us on this beautiful world. Enjoy each second the gift as yours.

    to # 14!
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    to # 14!

    Thx for posting Mrs. Toby Lieder’s blogspot! It’e REALLY GOOD as well as this article!

    Dear Toby what a great article !!!!!!
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    Dear Toby what a great article !!!!!!

    From you Yonger brother Mendel
    You are the bestttt

    Regards from Shruli Sharfstein!! He is still
    Waiting on the corner
    Roller drown is having a Bizzar. Iyyya iyyyya

    For Some Love Life And Laughter
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    For Some Love Life And Laughter

    Click onto
    Momof14.blogspot.com
    You will see more of Tobys articles and collections!

    Sad and depressing
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    Sad and depressing

    I find this article very disturbing. My mother suffers this empty nest syndrome but wont do anything constructive about it. She and my father plot and fight with all their married kids just so she can still be the focal part in our lives . Obviously this has backfired and they just alienating them selves more . they don’t actually want to be part of the nitty gritty of our lives and grandchildren’s lives they just want the attention all for themselves . I will never be like that so that is why as I approach my kids getting older… Read more »

    Rabbi and Toby lieder
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    Rabbi and Toby lieder

    You guys are amazing. I spent a year in Sydney in some and shlichus 24 years ago and they are one couple I remember, they had a house full of kids and bet 4-8 no one was aloud to come to the house, they didn’t speak on phones and that was the time they took care of their kids. I remember it so well. Toby you were always an inspiration. We all thought you were the perfect mother (we were right) Your life was your kids and nothing else can get in the way. May Hashem bentch you to have… Read more »

    Toby Replies
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    Toby Replies

    Thank you everyone for your warm feedback I had no idea this article would touch so many I was just sharing my soulfull thoughts with you about the new stage that one enters in life and is not quite prepared for! I learned these days to be creative and get involved in numerous fulfilling projects like starting my own blog and sharing the best of everything I have collected over 40 years! There’s still tons more to share It’ll take a lifetime to finish! I am busy that wasn’t my point when I said it is lonely. No matter how… Read more »

    Busy Mama
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    Busy Mama

    Wow! Speechless! Tears running down my face. Thanks!!

    Proud of you mommy!
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    Proud of you mommy!

    Guess which child this is? Hehe! I am proud to say mommy you are and were the best mommy ever. You taught us how to love and laugh and that happiness is more important than anything. As I read the part of having a child on every corner of the bed I remember that. How you and ta accepted us each into your room each of us for our own reasons but you kept us close and told us stories. Anyone who says a large family makes you miss out on a lot In life, I as an adult can… Read more »

    C.B.
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    C.B.

    Don’t they come and visit sometimes?

    To #79-Mrs.Toby Lieder Tichyeh
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    To #79-Mrs.Toby Lieder Tichyeh

    Thank you so much for your wonderful words in your ‘Post-Script’.
    A gutten Shabbos to you and to all the esteemed readers of this most heartwarming article.
    A special ‘thank you’ to C.O.L. for hosting this forum.

    from Tanta Toby  G,
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    from Tanta Toby G,

    Dear Toby,
    Haven’t heard or spoken to you in years. My kids showed me your article and I shepped nachas! Just remember that Hashem runs the world. Nothing happens by itself. Just sit back an enjoy!!
    luv!! Luv!!

    YES
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    YES

    COUNT YOUR BLESSINGS AND CONCENTRATE ON THEM!!!!!!

    Needed this!
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    Needed this!

    Thank you so much for such a wonderful article! As someone who just entered this stage of life and trying to navigate it I was glad to read this and see that I ‘m not the only one.

    I also appreciated the post scripts and the input of others who have gone through this. Any more thoughts that can added to this would be most welcome!

    my grandson calls me Gampa
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    my grandson calls me Gampa

    Your story is on the money, now my wife and I look forward to our weekly visits with our grandson charlie……..

    Great!
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    Great!

    A beautiful person! A great mother! Am amazing article!!

    Toby!
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    Toby!

    Remember me? Havent seen u in 40? yrs……..
    very pertinent article! Thank you!
    Freida Shpigelman (Gerlitzky)

    Another Mother's reply
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    Another Mother's reply

    I liked your reply to the list of previous writers. There is one thing that I hear that young mothers miss and I only learned once mine were older. That is that you cannot imagine the effect of what you do for your children. Every time you bake challah with them, it creates a dynamic in their being. Do not wait til they are older and finally express what they were feeling all the years, but never came out. Many times as the children were teens and adults, they said, OH Mommy, what you did then was so meaningful to… Read more »

    reader
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    reader

    i thank you for sharing your deep thoughts, and being so open about them. and, you covered both ends of the issue….the mailos and chesronos, so to speak. One benefit to this, is that our kids need to understand OUR situation. We have an empty house, after wanting them and loving them. That is hard, and the kids need to remember that they should call from time to time and remember that we are always important to them. In the interum of calls and being included (to a certain healthy amount) we can enjoy our freedom to take a shower… Read more »

    CyberSem
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    CyberSem

    To all of you vibrant Bubbies, continue learning in the time you seem to have. You will feel young and see that you still can do it. Look us up on http://www.cybersem.com, and email me through the site if you have any questions.
    Chavi Goldberg, a fellow bubby who also went back to school as a bubby and feels that our experience is right on the mark for what today’s children need.

    Amazing
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    Amazing

    thank you for sharing such a beautiful article

    To Fraidy from Pardes chana
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    To Fraidy from Pardes chana

    We don’t mind if we’re eaten by cows!
    Our name is eisev!!🎼

    A lovely article
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    A lovely article

    You have touched thousands with this article. After reading it I certainly became more appreciative of my lively brood! Thank you for the warmth and sincerity in your writing. Please keep these articles coming! We can all gain so much.

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