This was written by a Bochur going on Shlichus, for the benefit of a younger Bochur who is preparing to start his first year in Zal. It describes his own first year Zal experience, and how it impacted his entire life:
I was a typical Bochur for most of my yeshiva life: I learned, Davened, and participated in Farbrengens, and was generally content with myself. The plan was to continue on to a ‘typical’ Yeshiva - one where all my friends would be going. But a nagging feeling that all wasn’t right quickly went from a fleeting and passing unease to a constant throb at the forefront of my mind.
I was a ‘good boy’, and that was my problem. I learned just enough to pass my tests; Chassidus meant no more than academic theory, a Farbrengen was a pleasurable pastime, and Davening was more about saying all the words then about the One to whom I am connecting. A long and soul – searching conversation with my Mashpia, convincing me to “go out of my box” and try the “unconventional”, ended up changing the course of my entire existence.
I found myself at the other end of the world, in Johannesburg, South Africa, in what would become my oasis of Chassidic life, of Yeshiva life… nay, of life itself.
This Yeshiva is an apparent study in contrasts. The Pnimiyus: the flame of yesteryear as the lifeblood of the yeshiva, that pulsates through the minds and hearts of the Bochurim; the authentic, time honored Chassidic beauty of Lubavitch, of Chassidus, of Rebbe, all merging with the ‘Chitzoniyus’: material Harchovo in the dormitory accommodations and grounds, that create a setting free of distractions, and enable a Bochur to focus on Torah & Avodas Hashem.
The atmosphere, too, affirms this duality. It’s relaxed and calming - the trees and the birds, with the rushing sound of the waterfall in Yeshiva’s own garden; a Gan Eden of sorts for the mind and the body but also for the Neshama. These two dimensions are not a duality rather they unite harmoniously in creating the perfect environment for the growth of a Bochur.
Creating an environment for a Bochur’s development is a necessary starting point, but only a ‘Kli’, a prerequisite, for the awe inspiring dedication and loving care of the Hanhala and Shluchim. It is obvious that they internalized the Rebbe’s words, that the purpose of the existence of the Yeshiva and its Hanhala is only for the sake of the Bochurim. Every hour of the day and night is dedicated to teaching, guiding and inspiring each Bochur according to his needs.
I can go on for hours about what I gained there. The first Ma’amar I really learned properly; the first time I felt a real, personal connection to the Rebbe. Moshiach was suddenly at the forefront of my mind, and Davening acquired an entirely different meaning. I was finally being challenged. Challenged to grow, to strive, to make it real.
As I prepare to head out on “Bochur Shlichus”, hopefully inspiring many younger Bochurim, I have a new appreciation for what I gained. More than the Shiurim and Farbrengens, it was the personal connection to the Hanhala that gave me the fundamental tools for learning and Davening, and enabled me to change my own life.
As we will now part ways and find ourselves at different sides of the world, I know that with Hashem’s help, I’ll keep up our connection, just as my Mashpi’im & Shluchim did for me. With Hashem’s help and without a doubt, we will all be together in Yerushalayim, in the ultimate Yeshiva, the 3rd Beis HaMikdash, where we will learn Torah Chadasha from the Rebbe Melech HaMoshiach, right NOW!
Yeshiva Gedola Lubavitch of South Africa, directed by Rabbi Noam Wagner, is currently accepting Bochurim entering Shiur Alef and Beis Zal, who are looking to utilize the year to the utmost in an environment conducive to growth in learning and chassidishkeit.
for more information and to register please visit www.yglsa.com or email [email protected]
Noam Wagner was my teacher in mesivta when he was still a bochur. Emes exuded from him all those years ago. Right through all the chaos that our rambuctios class created, he would persist with imparting the depths of chassidus to us. Yasher koach and keep up the great work!!
My first and turned out to be best two years of my yeshiva life were spent in South Africa with rabbi Wagner. 100% who I am today is because of the hashpo’oh I got there from the hanhala.
R.Z.
It is very nice to read an article posted on COL written by a bochur that is so positive. Looking forward to seeing more like this one!
Reb Noam cared more about us students than any other teacher or principal I have ever seen, I thought I would never be able to learn chassidus or ever properly davin, I learnt more chassidus my years at Rabbi Wagners Yeshiva than my entire life combined. One of the few true chassidim left on this planet.
i like that!
p.s. so true…
And i think i could say it was the best summer of my life,
I prob. learned more during that summer – then all year round!!!
i could just imagine how much IO would’v learned if I was there for a whole year!
Keep it up Rabbi Wagner,
thanks
Loved my year there! wish i could go back.
As a mother, I can say how Rabbino and his Rebetzin really cared for my son. He had a home away from home – literally. So apart from all the growing and learning my son experienced, i felt at ease. My son was cared for – and loved!!
Love his Farbrengens, such a real emese Chossid!
I was lucky enough to spend a couple of years if rabbi Wagneri yeshiva. It was a unique experience unlike any other yeshiva, rabbi Wagner truly cares for each and every student, works with them and helps them achieve their full potential. I highly recommend parents who would like a yeshiva which will give personal attention and pride in being a chosid of the rebbe to consider rabbi Wagners yeshiva!!
and I wish I would have spent my first year in yeshiva gdolah South Africa.
it’s worth the world.
if a group of chasidishe bachurim decided to go together that would be unbelievable ,
at this age it’s the best environment to
develop and progress to the max of one’s potential with lots of caring hanhalah and family oriented structure which keeps young bachurim healthy and emotionally happy!
that is definitely the things my mammy would like to hear from me when she calls and asks How is life in yeshiva going?
yglsa 5776
South Africa is the the only yeshiva I have ever been too where I woke up every morning thinking “wow today is gonna be an awesome day” There is such a positive vibe there it’s practically impossible to leave the year unacomplished. I was never the type of kid who was gonna stay in the system, thanks to rabbi Wagner I went for another year of yeshiva and probaly going for another . So thank you Rabino for an amazing year and I encourage everyone who’s looking for a year of fulfillment and amazing a experience should definitely sign up… Read more »
I for one had hard times getting in the yeshiva feeling being an intown yeshiva and souh Africa being my first time away from home can say that yglsa was my new home and every day since I’ve always remembered the great amazing learning and growing
R. Noam and his yeshiva are the reason I dedicated my life to Shlichus.
the small classes and individualized attention allowed the Hanhala to focus on each Bochur’s level, academic and otherwise
Don’t let his famed warm smile mislead you about his intensity, depth and breadth of knowledge. He attracts his Talmidim with loving devotion, but enchants them with a new understanding of the Sugya, and ‘Chap’ in Tosfos. He conveys the rich depth of learning, but more important, he imparts the tools so the Bochurim can do it on their own
I remember literally hundreds of Maamorim were learnt Ba’al Peh, and we flew to New York, to be with the Rebbe for Yud Shvat
This is the best yeshiva I’ve ever been in
The best yeshiva in the world!
I learnt there. I live there its a very good place. You should for sure sends your son’s there!!!